The Malaise of Muslims

Since the collapse of Ottoman empire in 1924, Muslims in this world are facing the most challenging trial yet by Allah s.w.t. Muslims in any part of the world are facing problems after problems on the day by day basis.

Just watch the news. If it's not the Middle East, for sure it will be the Africans. On the same time those Muslims in other part of the world (Europe, America, Asia) also love to make the headlines too (the rights to wear Burka?). It seems like there will never be shortage of news regarding the Muslim world. Right now we can see other civilizations are thriving with their modern and discovery of new technology almost like everyday. I don't know how long will it takes the Muslims to be on par with the "infidels" in term of Allah's ways knowledge (science), economy, etc or in other word civilization.

It's Allah's knowledge they are researching with but yet they are yet to be Muslims. We are the ones who should be in that field of life but we are still here quarreling about nothing. But we have the same creed to Allah S.W.T. In fact in Quran Allah S.W.T has warn us not to be like the earlier communities who had been given the divine writs but yet they still quarrel among each other even after the evidence of truth already in front of their eyes.

I don't know when will our Ummah realizes that the biggest mistakes they are doing now is abandoning the Quran. The Quran is Allah's words and He can't be wrong on what He wants us to do and not to do. And He already warns in the Quran against adding or deducing further unnecessary laws that will make their life difficult. But this is exactly what the Muslims are doing. They are restricting their life with unnecessary laws, rituals, and deemphasizes on thinking. Allah tells us to think but some "religious bigots" tells us not to think and just to follow whatever they tell us to do. And to make thing worst, they are non-reading Muslims who blindly follow these religious bigots thinking that they will go to heaven. And this seems goodly to them even though it will only just make them further away from the right way of Allah's.

And writing this I make no claim that I am a good Muslims. Far from it I am still searching a right way to Allah. But doesn't stop me from observing and stating what is wrong so that it will be a reminder to me and those who want to be reminded.

I rest my case.

Would like to write more but being lazy which is the main problem with me, I will just stop here and left it open to the readers for their discussions or else imaginations.

Mencari jalan

Salam

Pada masa ini, saya mempunyai masalah dengan pekerjaan saya. Saya seolah-olah tidak mempunyai minat dengan kerjaya saya. Tiada motivasi dan bekerja seperti orang yang terpaksa. Seperti tiada keikhlasan. Kualiti kerja tiada dan sering dimarahi.

Saya sekarang rasa tertekan dengan situasi ini. Ingin melepaskan jawatan tetapi dikekang oleh kontrak yang mana saya perlu membayar dengan jumlah yang besar sekiranya melanggar syarat kontrak.

Selain itu kekangan dari pihak keluarga juga menghalang saya daripada meletakkan jawatan saya. Harapan mereka yang menggunung untuk melihat saya menjadi seorang doktor juga memberikan tekanan yang besar kepada saya untuk terus berhadapan dengan situasi yang sukar kepada diri saya ini.

Apa yang boleh saya lakukan sekarang hanyalah berserah kepada Allah dan terus berdoa. Ini adalah ujian daripada Allah. Dan Allah tidak akan menzalimi hambanya. Aku berdoa diberikan kemudahan kepadaku dan seterusnya pertunjuk daripada Nya untuk aku menghadapi waktu sukar ini.

Ya Allah kepada Engkaulah aku sembah dan memohon pertolongan. Ampunilah dosa hambamu ini ya Allah. Amin


La ilaha ilAllah, Muhammad dar Rasullullah

Whyla

This thing keep on happening to me. The anxiety of starting the job in the morning. I just can't think straight when I am in that state. Keep on doing wrong decision that i would regret later.
Well i must ask myself some hard questions now about where i am heading. A decision has to be made sooner or later. I can't drag this problem further. It affects my life and put my love ones in difficulties.
One thing for sure Allah will always be with us. He is near and will always listen to those who call for him.
Ya Allah please forgive our sins that you can only forgive. Ya Allah please helps your servant. Give me Your guidance. Help me in solve my problems. You are the only Helper and never fail to help.
La ilaha ilAllah, Muhammad dar Rasullullah

Location:Jalan Jasa 25,Batu Caves,Malaysia

Season

Salam

It's been awhile since I last posted in my blog. I can say for sure now this blog is dead due to me not updating it regularly. I find myself not having the time to update it. But since everyone has their 24 hours time I have to be honest to say that maybe I am just not interested in writing. Period.

Just some update about my life..

1) A little creature called baby named Fatimah Huda is my daughter. Haha. Really she is me in that baby suit. I just hope she wont behave exactly like me. Haha

2) I started my job as houseman and managed to finish my 1st posting in Orthopedic. But unfortunately I cant stand the training anymore since I cant provide the same level of commitment of what it takes to become a doctor. Now in a process of convincing my family that I want to quit and do something else.

3) My wife also started her job as houseman last April after 6 months of Huda's birth. She is doing well. She has what it takes to be a good doctor and I will support her to make sure it happens.

4) Have our 1st car 2 weeks ago. Ford Fiesta Sedan. This is a cool car with its juicy 1.6 liter Ti-VCT engine powering it. What annoyed me is people seem buying cars with too much care for it to make sure it doesn't hit the potholes, the bumpers, that sharp corner with speed. I think that thing should serve me and I want it to serve well providing me with all the necessary tools to make sure I drive with satisfaction and confidence. That doesnt include the potholes. I avoid it and take corners like Michael Schumacher.

There are more to be written here but I am just so tired now that I really have to hit the bed now.

Salam

Update

Salam to all..

It's been quite a long time since I last wrote here. I've been busy all this while. And while this blog remain at its dormant state, my life has changed quite tremendously for the past 9 months. And I am glad to say that I about to become a dad. Hoho. The last thing ever expected from me myself. And I visited Old Trafford twice. Hoho. I graduated last June with not quite a satisfactory result. And I am going to become a doctor within 2 months from now.

Really how quickly life can turn around.

Man Utd vs CSKA Moscow

Today is the game for securing the place in the next round of UCL. United just need a draw from this game to qualify. Granted they will qualify with 2 games in hand and it provided some options to SAF to rest some of his players and give some runs to fringe players. Kusczak, Rafael and Fabio, Wes Brown, Evans, PJS, Owen Hargreaves, Obertan, Owen, Macheda to name a few.

Expect SAF to make some changes from the squad that beat Blackburn during the weekend. Scholes and Giggs will make the 11st eleven. So Nani and Carrick will be back on the bench. I think M.Owen will start alongside Berbatov. Rooney will be on the bench because United have on its mind Chelsea on the weekend. Later in 2nd half maybe G Obertan will have a first glimpse of UCL in United shirt. Valencia will be on right.

At the back, Wes Brown and Johny Evans will continue their partnership from the last game. For me the last game shows that we have enough cover at the back with both of them capable to fill in the shoes of RF and NV. As my previous post, RF will be leaved outside of United squad for this game. This shows that SAF takes his recent demise in forms seriously and it will be sometime before we can see RF again. Evra and O'Shea will have their slot once again.

Predicting 2-0 victory on this one. Berbatov and Giggs will notch the goal.

Man Utd vs Blackburn 2-0

This game was thought to be a festival of goals for Man Utd because of the previous demolition of Blackburn by other 'big' teams but it turned out to be 2-0 victory for Man Utd. But still a victory with 2-0 is as good as victory of 6-0 or 10-0. Your pick.

This game was the first real game for the lads after the loss to Liverpool last week (League Cup doesn't count as a game for them because it was a game for juniors). SAF made some changes for this game and notably the absent of Rio Ferdinand and Nemanja Vidic in the central defense. I must say I am not surprised by this move of SAF particularly with RF. After some major defense errors, he should be left out for some games to make his head straight. He seems to be not fit enough and his judgement failed him several time. Against City, he tried to chip the ball from in front of his opponent. In Liverpool game he can't beat 80% fit Fernando Torres and it was his role that resulted in the sent off of David James during England game against Ukraine. While players are just human and do make mistakes still you must be responsible for your game since you are paid big money. And of course you have to perform as expected of you and your money. There are some reports in tabloids and online newspapers that RF has a lot of things going off the pitch and relate it with his poor performance. This isn't good for him because a lot of downfalls of players are related with celebrities like lifestyle. Just take Deco, Ronaldinho, Shevchenko as examples.

Make no mistake in thinking that SAF will completely snub him for the entire season. SAF has his own way to fix his player. We can expect RF to sit out a few games and even be given some days off from training to take his mind away from the game for some time. But I do think RF will sometime later in his career will leave Man Utd. When you are 'scolded' by SAF in the press, that's the sign from him that he doesn't like what you are doing. At least that's what I thought because SAF rarely will criticise his player in press and when he did, it's not a good sign.

Back to the game. In the midfield Anderson was back partnering Carrick and Nani replaced Giggs. Rooney-Berbatov axis was up-front.

Blackburn was playing negatively throughout the game. They could only muster one shot and that wasn't on target. They really going into the game for a point and was reflected with all-man behind the ball no matter what.

The goal from Berba was a classy one and the reason for his 30 million pounds price tag. But there were some chances that went bagging because of poor finishing. Most notably from Gabriel Obertan. Today he marked his first debut when he replaced Nani after 75 minutes. Looks good but not good enough to be the next Giggsy (time will tell). He missed a very good chance that I thought at that time even my 15 year old sister can finish it. What the h**l and s**t was he doing. But maybe that's god's way not to let him got carried away. Meaning you have to work hard. Time will tell again.

Today A.Valencia was having a good game. He runs, he passed, he crossed he defended and what else do you want from a winger. He still can improve and that's what he's doing game by game. Remembe he is still a new guy most of the new guys in Man Utd got judged only in their second season. So time is still with his side and he just have to prove it. Most notable part of his game that I think needs to be addressed is his over reliable for his right leg. That's a big disadvantage and really make his game backward not forward.

Rooney's goal was a big relieve for me as he wasn't scoring for some games now and the goal was a good one. Hopefully we can see another round of runs-of-goals from him before another round of his dormant cycle.

That's it from me now.

Time for obstetric and gynecology.